Hello, my name is Kat and I'm a shipper

Yes, I'm a pretty hardcore shipper. I ship everything all the time. Oh, oops, my dark secret is revealed... I regret nothing!

My current and favorite fandom is Sherlock.

And here's the thing about that:

Things Sherlockians ship without a second thought:

*Two best friends that are repeatedly stated to be platonic by the writers, actors, and characters

*Two mortal enemies who want nothing but the utter ruin and destruction of the other

*The Ice Man and the Inspector who have never been on screen together

*That same Inspector and the girl who is infatuated with Sherlock, because of one dropped jaw and one conversation

*The psychopath about whose personal life we know nothing and the minor canon character that literally does not exist in this universe

*Two random adorable extras that appeared in separate episodes in entirely unrelated fashions

*Dinosaurs and the morons who love them

*Jars of jam and the army doctors who love them

*Animal versions of the two main actors

*Articles of clothing

*Mugs

...

To be continued...

Because we're alive

Well, hello to nobody!

I know, I know, I haven't updated for like a year and I'm really sorry for that.

There were so many times I wanted to write but my laziness got in the way every single time.

I'm not going to write a long rant this time, mainly because I just don't have the time for it. School starts in like 3 hours.

I just finished watching One Piece anime episode 482. Of course I cried my eyes out like a gazillion times. It's just so unfair that Ace had to die. I fucking hate that admiral Akainu, he's a complete douchebag. I even cried when WB died. I practically cry every single time when something sad happens to my favorites. I mean, even when someone mentions Ace I just feel like crying.

Right now I'm looking at fanart of ASL. It's so damn sad but at the same time they are just so cute together. They're like the greatest brothers ever! And only Luffy is left now. :'(((

My computer is filled with One Piece pictures. And it makes me so so so happy.

Haha, my couch is filled with tissues I had to use to wipe away the tears and blow my nose into. Die hard fan like fuck yeah! :D

On another note, last night I went through all the anime songs of my childhood. It was just so nostalgic. I even remembered all the words for each and every one of them. I think in summer when I'm finally through with school I have to do a "anime marathon week". Then I'll catch up with all the old favorites. And there are so many. It's going to be a long road down memory lane.

When I remember correctly my first anime was Sailor Moon. Back then RTL 2 was my favorite channel. And it's also thanks to that and anime that I learned to speak german. Digimon was probably my second that I liked the most.

Other old animes that I watched were: Digimon(all 4 seasons, don't like the 5th that much), Pokemon, Nadia: The Secret of Blue Water, Monster Rancher, Dragon Ball (Z and GT too), Ranma ½, Doremi, Wedding Peach, Powerstone, Beyblade, Yu-Gi-Oh, Inuyasha, Kamikaze Kaito Jeanne, One Piece, Detective Conan and Pretty Cure.

It's all thanks to anime that I got interested in manga and Japan in general. I remember how I used to collect all sorts of stickers and pictures and everything anime related I could get my hands on. I even bought Sailor Moon playing cards. :D I still have all of the stuff and sometimes I look at them, thinking back at that time. It was so much fun. And today it's such a huge part of my life. I don't regret any of it.

Now for a massive One Piece spam!
(mainly Ace, Luffy, ASL and some others)

Luffy's big brothers Sabo and Ace

January 1 was Ace's birthday!

what it would have been like :')

Sabo

grandpa Garp, Luffy and Ace

Dragon, Luffy, Gol and Ace

fathers and sons

Family photo time!

Rouge, Ace and Gol

At Ace's grave in the New World

The brothers that left

Ace and her dear mother Rouge

Marco the Phoenix and Ace the Fire Fist

This picture makes me so sad :'(

the D brothers

memories

memories part 2

and 3

now and then

i love this picture :D

Ace and his family

too cute!

how can you not love big brother Ace :')

Well, after this huge spam my time has ran out. I'll continue with the spam later. and then I'll post the Strawhats and Supernovas.

After looking at all the pictures I'm sad again. this sucks. :'(((((

I'll download the pictures to my phone so I can stare at them all day long. maybe school will end faster then.

NB! the title's name is from One Piece OST. It's a beautiful piece of music.

Ja ne!

Kat

-enter funny title here-

Finally an update.

I'll cut straight to the point.

Special long ranting about

One Piece new chapters:

First, Luffy was already that close to the execution platform but then Garp faced him. It was epic! grandpa vs. grandson. and Luffy didn't hold back this time. it was cool that Garp missed on purpose cause he just couldn't do it. he is after all both of their grandpa.

And then and then and then.. Luffy made it to Ace and almost unlocked the handcuffs but then that asshole Kizaru broke the key!! fuck him! he should die!! but luckily Mr.3 was there and made a wax key. and Sengoku went into that crazy giant-mode of his and destroyed the platform. Buuut, the end was super sweet and epic cool!!! Ace was free and even saved Luffy. EPIC i tell ya!

And the next chapter begins even better. I swear i screamed like the crazy fangirl i am. i was SO happy.

The D brothers were back in business and kicking some ass. they were smiling and joking like usual. and it looked like everything was going to be okay again.

I mean look at them:

And then WB sacrificed himself to save his whole crew by staying behind and letting everyone else escape. That was very noble of him. and an honourable death considering that he didn't have much time left anyway. and man, that guy really has some power. he almost destroyed the whole island.

And that's when everything went downhill.

Akainu, that m@therf@cker, just had to ruin everything and start saying all that crap about WB. Of course it pissed Ace off so much that he just had to face him. if it wouldn't have been for that, things could have gone differently.

The next thing you know he was going to attack Luffy with that fcking lava of his and kill him but the ever loving brother that Ace was, he of course saved him....by taking the hit himself.

I just ended up in a total shock when that huge fist went through him. and so were everyone else, especially Luffy. And the Vivre card, oh god!! it started burning up rapidly. i lost my breath. and it ended like that. and i almost went mad. so i went to the discussion forum and checked out what the others thought of this development.

Many were hopeful that it somehow could be fixed and that the Vivre card hadn't burned up completely yet giving more hope. and also that he was a Logia user after all, so maybe it somehow didn't effect him fatally.

Today was the grim day when the new chapter came out and every hope that had been still kept was lost. the name of the title was: "The death of Portgas D Ace"

I panicked. i honestly panicked. how could that be?!? Oda-sensei had never officially killed a person in all the 573 chapters of One Piece and now this?! and an important, loved character to top that?? WHY?!? i mean i think i can understand somewhat the reason for that but still, why?! Everyone was hoping that now they would finally get their well deserved escape and freedom. because, you know, now all those sacrifices were for nothing. (i.e. Oars junior, WB, all the countless crew members and even Moby Dick was destroyed..sort of etc.)

And when i read the chapter i cried. i weeped like a little child. it was just that heartbreaking. (the last time i cried in OP was when i watched the anime episode where they said goodbye to Merry Go. and that was sad. but nothing compared to this.)

They must kill Akainu! he can not stay alive after this. he must pay with his own painful death. though i wonder who can take him out. but somebody just has to. I'm glad Jimbei at least stopped him. and the part where Sengoku himself had to restrain Garp so he wouldn't single-handedly kill him.

And then Ace's 'the speech of a dying man'. yet again, it was simply heart shattering. all his life he wondered if he really should have been born, and all the cruel things everyone said to him(just by being the son of Roger). he didn't deserve any of that. but he had Garp and Luffy and WB and in the end he had no regrets about how he lived his life. then they show WB crying for him. SAD!

and his final thoughts were: "Old man, all you guys...and Luffy...Even though I've been good for nothing my whole life..Even though I carry the blood of a demon within me.......You guys still loved me..Thank you so much!!!" he cries and then smiles sincerely....and..and..and..then he dies with a smile on his face.

Luffy lost it then. it's hard to describe his reaction. but the the emotions were perfectly forwarded.

This was one of the best and saddest death scenes I have seen. (one other being that of Lulu from Code Geass. Once again i cried when that happened. and mother thought i was weird when she found me weeping)

So now all i can think is what the next chapter will hold. Because i really wonder what will happen to Luffy. I don't think he will bounce back to his happy-go-lucky self for a long time after this. and maybe there will remain a darker side to him now. and i totally want his crew to come back together and comfort him. i seriously can't imagine what's gonna happen now. it's all beyond me.

(I also hope that Ace will get a real and honourable funeral. he deserves that more than anything.) I still can't believe it. i think i'm in denial again.

Well, i finally got that out of my system. and i really needed it.

My eyes are still puffy. and i feel horribly depressed.

So, i still need to read the new chappy of Naruto and Bleach and other stuff.

I still want to rant about other mangas too but i'll leave that for another time. right now i'm exhausted. (and i certainly want to rant about Negima)

R.I.P

Portgas D. Ace

(Gol D. Ace)

The D brothers

When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car.

1/21/10

(found this when i was looking through my posts)

I've been so so dead lately. it's horrible.

But now I came back...as a zombie! (imma eat you brainzz)

I have a huge bruise on my knee. it's purpely. the computer hit me. :'(

(domestic violence much?)

and i also hit my head. again. the walls in my home just don't seem to like me.

I'm actually really hungry but the bed is so cozy and i really don't feel like getting up yet. oh and by the way..school is being a real bitch so i stayed home today. besides, it's really cold outside.

I want summer! *whines like a little kid*

I ordered some new mangas a while ago. (ten volumes of Negima and seventeen of One Piece)

So, i got, like the day before yesterday, a message saying my books finally arrived. well, 16 of them did at least. but they didn't send me an email so i could actually pay for them. I've been waiting for two days already. what's up with that?? Now i have to wait like until the next week to get them. this really sucks!! i really looked forward to it.

And i have to wait for the other 11 volumes(of One Piece) for about four months. then they'll be out and shipped to me. i hate waiting. but it was the only chance. (i could have of course ordered all the 50 volumes in german and gotten them way earlier, but it's just that most of my mangas are in german and i have so few in english. aaand the english translation is way better.)

I could really use a butler right now. Like Alfred from Batman or .... from VK. Of course, mine would have to be young. and sexy. and without a shirt.....I'm just saying.

Because, you know, wouldn't you want one of those? you can't really tell me you haven't thought about that. seriously, don't lie to me. or i will send Pedobear after you. -enter serious face here-

So anyway, i've been around the internet for the past few days, lurking around like the usual obsessed fangirl i am. reading....stuff. hot stuff. i mean really hot stuff. mainly about my OTP. they're just so much luuuvv. and it's actually really hard to find good stories where they are not being OOC. very few authors can pull that off, you know. but the ones i have found so far are just heavenly! I recently finished a good story and i was almost gonna cry because it was the last chapter and it was so good and i wanted more and the ending was like so bittersweet. i remember how i used to click on the story every day to see if there was a new chap. and when there was but i had to go to school it was pure madness and torture to sit in class and wait 'til the the lessons finally ended.

And with every new chapter i was so hyper happy. i actually had this giddy feeling inside. and then i read it at least two times through and went back to the best parts and read them again and again. the cliffhangers were the most torturing. but when the last chap was finally out i didn't touch it for at least two days because i just wasn't ready to see the ending (mainly because i knew it wasn't going to be a H.E.A. ending where everything got tied together) and say goodbye.

Anyway, besides that story there is one more that is my all-time-favorite.(i even have the story in my phone so i could read it any time i want) The lovely fact is that they are both written by the same author. i really really hope she will soon write something more, because her work is absolutely amazing.

So yeah, now you know one of the things that always, i mean ALWAYS makes me feel better when i'm feeling down.

Pedobear is watching you

Random facts about Kat Z:

*a big hypocrite

*uses (and likes) sarcasm 24/7

*likes black humor (& humor that no one else understands)

*calls her brain Brian

*when alone she talks to herself aloud. a lot

*thinks in english. sometimes in german (actual mother tongue is estonian)

*has a huge ego

*sings under the shower all the time

*dancemaniac. when in the mood. and alone

*huge hand fetish

*music addict. listens to music even when asleep

*likes to annoy people

*eats weird stuff

*has dreams about dead people

*thinks someone is watching her all the time (paranoid much?)

*lives in her own bubble

*hates it when being called small but uses it as an advantage when needed

*doesn't listen in class. ever

*like to argue & disagree

*swears too much

*seriously hyper when happy

*wannabe insomniac

*thinks Godzilla is her snuggle puppy

*makes fun of everything & everyone

*has no idea what she is doing

*thinks Karma is a bitch

*likes it when her voice is gone, then she doesn't have to talk to anyone

*obsessed fangirl

*gets distracted very easily

*likes fever

*has a love/hate relationship with her hair

*thinks love is rocket science

*hates children

*smiles very randomly

*SasuNaru is OTP

*sleeps like a bear

I didn't know Lady Gaga wanted to ride on Edward's disco stick..

oh my, oh my...

what can i say, i was eehmmm... away. i have a life too you know, even though you probably don't believe me.

Anyway, i had a whole free week from school to relax and enjoy life...instead i was working my ass off. man, i just know how to live life...not. i was supposed to party and have fun, but never mind that now.

I'm gonna scream my head off now.. because of the new chapters this week.

One Piece: whut the buck?! WB was stabbed? the hell?! whyyyy did one of the pirates who was fighting with him all of a sudden turn against him??? because, you know like he and they and...oohhhhhhhhhh...i think i get it now. holy crap!! (i probably got it wrong anyway, but who cares)

Everyone was so shocked! and fuuuuuuuck! Luffy or someone needs to save Ace already! i can't take this suspense anymore! with every chapter i'm like pulling my hair out in frustration and anger. aarrrgghhh!! (i won't have any hair left like that, damn)

Naruto: ..............I could only laugh at that chapter. I mean, Sakura's confession?! that was the worst confession in the history of confessions like EVER!!! I mean, yeah, she only did it to ease the burden Naruto had and shit like that but jeeeeez!!! she needs some acting lessons or something. could she actually be any more fail than that? But luckily Naruto is way smarter than that, obviously Sakura didn't think that, and pushed her away. yesshh, the forehead bitch got pwned...again. She needs to grow up already and start being useful for real. So, the best part of the chapter was when Naruto said: "I hate people who lie to themselves!" It was perfect! thumbs up for that. sakura was like D: *mouth hanging open*

so much for your brilliant plan! next time let people with brains come up with the plan, okey?

Now i'm done bashing the useless biatch! (what can i say, i just don't like her..at all! never did, never will!) the end!

TsubasaRC: well, it finally ended. the ending was...well, weird. Not what i was looking forward to but that is just typical.

Vampire Knight: I'm only gonna say this: every time i check the next chapter i just feel nauseous. that's what i think of this manga. I actually liked the beginning and the artwork is fabulous so i even bought 2 volumes, but that was mostly it. then it just went downhill for me. (PS! I hate Yuuki and Kaname! they suck!! ..no, not in that meaning. :D)

hohoho!! it's like 2 AM in here and i'm watching GODZILLAAA!! he's such a cute snuggle puppy! i'd like him as my pet. we would have soooo much fun terrorizing people and cities. *dreams about puppy godzilla* sigh

Damn those stupid people, firing at my cute little puppy. i hate them! seriously, big monster dinosaurs have feelings too, you know.

my dog is crazy! (what else is new?)

he's horny as hell! hohoho! 8D yes, i just said that, you heard me right!

he's biting me, holy crap!!! someone save me, he's fucking nuts!

he would hump anything, trust me! when he was little, he humped my Bunny (stuffed animal)

Bunny still goes to therapy because of the nightmare! poor Bun-Bun! D':

well, i'm out of news.

i'll go and run away from my psycho dog now!

until next time...

I'm not calling you gay, I'm just saying that you two make The Tower of Pisa look straight...

Hola!

I'm back!

Maaan, i was gone for so long. i'm laaaaame. (pronounciation: leiiiiiiiiim...in a sing-song voice)

I luuuuuuuv my Gorillaz album. it's superb!

i just can't stop listening to it.

if i had a car and i could drive it this would be my car music.

But also Dido's album Life For Rent

Yesterday i was crazy. (what else is new)

In the morning my head exploded with the most insane thoughts and conversations (yesh, i have conversations in my head with....no one particular)

And in school i was like..totally not paying any attention. and i left half of my books at home so i was like staring at space. i was supposed to ask the teacher for a new book but i kinda missed the chance and then i just shrugged and wrote crack instead. it was fun. the teacher never noticed. luckyyy. in the next lesson i had the same problem but then i doodled in my notebook. i remembered the hilarious crack i read the day before and i was trying, with all my might, to not burst into a manic laughter.

Yesterday night i made a chocolate cake. it was crazy fun. and it took me way longer than it should have. because i laughed and danced and listened to crazy music and was too hyper and texted Katu. all at the same time.

I brought some to school so my friends could have a taste of my crappy cooking. well, they thought it was okey, which made me insanely happy. after school Massu came over and ate half of my cake. :D glad she likes it. not to mention my cousin who is still banging on my door to get some more of that cake. i created an addict. haha.

and the cake only cost me my whole weeks worth of money.

mother said that if i fail school i could become a cook. tnx mom.

My neck hurts. and i'm frickin' sleepy. and cold. and hungry. and i whine too much. and i don't care what you think cause it's my blog. haha!

manga update(because it amuses me):

There's gonna be One Piece this week! oh boy, oh boy!! It's gonna be EPIC!!

Also, Naruto's new chapter made me laugh so hard! Hilarious!! Sasugay is sooo FAIL!!! and Naruto should have been there. and oh my god Gaara shed a tear! i think it's the end of the world! and he had one of his "i-was-in-the-darkness-once-too" speech. and i can't get over the thought that he looks like a wannabe Marilyn Manson. and for pete's sake, he has no eyebrows!! did he lose a bet or something?? (i know he never had them to begin with but seriously! the hell?!)

XxxHolic has reached another level of low. Watanuki is a very fail/lame wannabe Yuuko! i almost feel sorry for him. almost.

failfailfailfail. i like that word.

The farewell-party for my uncle and cousin was hilarious. i laughed 'til it hurt and i had tears in my eyes. aaaand yeah, at some point it was like the summer party at Katu all over again. He was like that horny bastard. only he was older and he had a wife. and a child. and he was naked a lot. and when i mean a lot i mean a LOT! also there was some gay-talk. ah yeah, good times.

okey, i'm out of news. they're all gone.

i need to go buy some ketchup.

...yeah.

pedobear kidnapped Brian.

The End!